15 years of shit.

oysters xavi!
When you say ‘call this life’ apology but I would appreciate that you speak for yourself and your life.I have a full life, with great people around me and they are in the effort of each one to achieve a better or worse.

It was a joke, (I forget to put the icon) to relax a little, Antonio Recio tells everyone;).Although in my case it is quite true.

Well you have to strive and leave.Surely it is good for you.I guess it's easy to say ... and your friends?Do not "force you" to do things?

That is another of my problems, my only friend is really married and with children, the others have disappeared.

And what you say you and meadow of the doctors, as I am from Bajon I do not want to test and see more doctors.Also with this delicate issue ...

and personal problems could make you a list that would leave diabetes in the shoes sole.With 16-17 years I tried to take my life, and until 3 years ago I could not say clearly where my problems came from.Even so, now I'm happy, and really.Get out with friends, look for a hobby, just talking to people with diabetes is doing well ... Do you know someone?

I have I have some back and insomnia problems that until recently further fuck me than diabetes.That if gathering everything ...

The problem is that whenever I have done something out of my routine, I am more aware of the next food, of sugar etc ... I spend badly and my ability to make friends that is already low even more decreases.

Try to make a list with things you like.It is also very good to let off steam, write a lot.My psychologist made me write something every day, the first days were a few lines, at the same time I could hit an hour writing.Although then you take those leaves and burn, it is going well to release the rage you carry inside.There is a lot of methods to overcome thoughts (which are really hurting us).I recommended a book: the uselessness of suffering.I have not finished it, I have been on the bedside for years and occasionally I read a chapter.Do not expect a book to return happiness, but you can get methods to try to see things from another point of view

Things that I really like few.The truth is that I had rarely complained about how horrible this disease is, my family already has enough with their problems.And self -help books and psychology is one of the few things I read.

and about the sex problem, try to look for a solution, I miss me that with 15 years of evolution and with good control the problems come from this.They say that due to anxiety issues it can also happen ...

Well, the doctor told me that it was normal in diabetics.And I don't know where I read that the penis veins are the finest of the body and the first to be affected, and that approx.80% of diabetics in 15 years begin to have problems for this.

Well, the doctor told me that it was normal in diabetics.And I don't know where I read that the penis veins are the finest of the body and the first to be affected, and that approx.80% of diabetics in 15 years begin to have problems for this.

Joer, how do your doctor.I have always believed that ahead of the events that we cannot avoid is a fantastic way of bitterness without need.Also tell you that these studies must be taken with tweezers ... They are usually ancient studies where insulins were not the ones we have now and the meters or left much to be desired or simply did not exist.But I remember badly, when I started with diabetes there in the year 88, I think that to beginThat moment was equivalent to a current 8.5.Imagine if those studies are from that time, or even if they are more modern, the treatments were not like now (it was just for that time when the insulins that we carried almost all of us appeared now)

Looking for the Internet of the impotence related to diabetes, I have found studies that relate diabetic retinopathy with the years of evolution.I have read that from 15 years 85-90% will suffer retinopathy.In my case, I have 25 and every year they make me eye fundnumbers or far ... Try to go to a specialist and look at the problem well, do not insist much with the theme of diabetes, which will not even look at you, they will tell you: "It is for diabetes."

And a lot of encouragement that in a season you will see the best things!: D

aupaaaaaaaaaa xabi I am from San Sebastian I have been with diabetes for 31 years I know that it is a whore and very large to me I came out with 4 years ... I am a nursing assistant in a pacchiatric and I can assure you that we diabetics are from the ostiaIn comparison with other diseases ... we also know about the complications there is but that hell you have to enjoy life to do things that you like that motivate you to make you feel and what it has to be ... what there isWhat to do is take care of a little although we all have good and bad days but that like the whole rock is non -diabetic .... animooooooooooooooooooooooooo figureaaaaaaaaaaa look there

Look and learneeeeeeeeee and eserooooooooooooooo xaviiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Xavi, if you have had good control, maybe it is nothing important what you have and solve with some treatment, eat it to the doctor.And or I always thought that the first capillary problems were noticed in the retina ..

Hi Xavi,

Many spirits and I hope you can see life from another perspective.Naturally, being sick is shit.You know the worst that I carry and I have completely accepted my situation, depending on a chemical to live.Being dependent on something.The rest, bah!I will take care of having everything as controlled as possible so as not to have to suffer any other problem.

You have ever wondered if the problem of helplessness is given by diabetes.Why don't you want me to see you a specialist to help you?Not having diabetes would also need your help.

And who has told you that to meet a girl, do you have to go out there?I am sure that most of us have met our partners in other circumstances.Who knows?Even in the specialist's consultation you can find it.Now as you find yourself you can be sure that you are not going to find anyone and surely it will not be the fault of others.

What is no doubt is that diabetes is shit for everyone.There you are all the reason for the world.

Alfonso, thank you very much for the video.I loved it.

Okay, we accept the comment hahaha I love the series!

You have many options to meet people: Curro companions, sign up for a gym, yoga, theater classes ... I don't know, to what is most angry.Even if you don't feel like the beginning.

A hug!

15 years ago I have this terrible disease.

Living in the frightful jail that represents being constantly fearing for sugar, thinking of the time of the next insulin injection, in the fear of the horrible dry them, to the constant ups and downs of sugar ... 15 years ago that I do not live.

When I appeared with 20 years I still tried to make a normal life, but I didn't enjoy all those fears either, I went to several psychologists but nothing.Now with 35 years several fainting and some problems derived from this (even having good control and HG of 6.1) I no longer do anything out of my routine life.

It is also true that my life was already a bit bad before all this, but at least I could live it without being pending this shit.I do not understand how you can be so "happy" or at least it seems that you get along.

I'm sorry to be so negative in my presentation but it's what I feel.

I will make another thread too, that is titled "26 years of shit".I win ... XDDDDD
Luckily, we always see it so.But I understand you perfectly.

Alfonso is super way the video, we should learn a bit of the video hehe Xavi animate that life is just one and you have to enjoy it and you have to learn to be congratulations with what we have touched.
all the best

Hello everyone!!!I have read you for 2 years but I am very shameful and I never dared to write to you ... but Xavi you have reached my soul :) .Vale, in summary I am from the time of glass syringes that had to herbir, to knowthat you were in 300 because the pee was tick ... come on", I am from the Diabetic Club with complications: Mrgreen :: Mrgreen :: Mrgreen :: Mrgreen: ... I guess now the time is now in the scalYears ... "My educator tells me that my diabetes is just as empathic that I, of course, affects you and climbs to 200: Shock :: Shock :: Shock: it's a joke ...
Xavi my phrase and I hope it serves you: "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is still a secret, the present is a gift" so enjoy it: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D
.... Another thing, do not believe that shit is not being able to tell that life is shit?:-/
ok another day I bore you
Courage xavi !!!!By the way, my public, primary and mental health doctors helped me a lot, do not get tired of seeking help because without it it is difficult to leave, you and all, another day I continue reading you :) :) :) :):)

ROS Welcome !!!!!!!!!I loved reading you, surely your experience can help many, do not stop writing and tell us, I really like your phrase;)

A kiss

David Casinos should be one of the referents of this country.
Looking at him, knowing his story and listening when he speaks involves a rush of automatic positivism.

The phrase of my firm is yours, for me it is a symbol already.

Thanks Prado for the welcome !!!What do people most majaaaaa :)
I think the same as Owash with respect to David Casinos .... I had not heard of him, and he is a great fighter !!! ... by the way talking about fighting negativism ... I have turned around and Xavi no noI am a sexologist or that it seems to him but sex, both in men and in women, I understand it as "make a bun", I explain to get you rich, the oven has to be hot and well adjusted, and concentrateIn the bun ... if you are so disquerning with diabetes and, etc. I don't think you can concentrate on the bun or in the oven ....
I don't know if the gastronomic paradox catches me:-/
When I was diagnosed with the retinopathy four years ago I was more blind than now !!!
Cheer up!!!!You can ... if you want.
Greetings to all

@tica
If in that you are right since I have diabetes anything that happens to me, grains, cramps, pains, etc. .. They always tell me that it is for diabetes and do not bother to look at it.Luckily I have no problems either.

@Alfonso Tesoro
Thanks for the animals.And how complicated be blind, athlete and diabetic.Is it known how it controls it?

@regina
If I also believed that.The problem is that as I have no partner because it gives me laziness, or fear, or thing, or I don't know what.

@haribita
Well, if the unit is a kind of jail, look at how you look.In my daily life I have no contact with single girls I/or that attract me, it is very boring.

@Sugarde
Buff about the gym, they gave me a couple of Yuyus, the last with ambulance included and now I have a panic to go to the gym.Although I will have to do something, from that fainting I am afraid to even go out, now it seems that I have already overcome that and it only scares me when I leave my routine or I have not looked at my sugar for a long time.:-/

@Gondrullo
For me you can do it I do not want to monopolize this section.xd

@campanilla.
Thank you for your support and if, let's see if we manage to be happy with the letters we have, but I have already said that diabetes is not the only bad letter I have.

@ros
I am glad that my post has touched the fiber.And I am curious, what year did the blood glucose meters left?

The doctors do not help me much, the endocrine is thought that I only have diabetes and that I neither have other problems nor other obligations.And the same as the other problems.

And it is not that this continuously disgusted with diabetes, in fact so many years ago it is already as normal, to puncture, look at the sugar and even think about it.It is more when taking stock of these 15 years comparing them with the other 20 and the truth is that there is no color.: |

I am glad that my post has touched the fiber.And I am curious, what year did the blood glucose meters left?

The exact date is not told you; in 94, there were but were for hospital use, or those of particular use were only available to people with money ... my mother only measured the glucosurias that were the strips that entered through theSS and at the same!!!: Mrgreen :: Mrgreen :,

The doctors do not help me much, the endocrine is thought that I only have diabetes and that I neither have other problems nor other obligations.And the same as the other problems.

Doctors know of medicine, endocrinology endocrine ... and diabet diabetics ... That is my theory, now, you always have to write to those who study the theory, which is their work and many do very well.... Question about Endocrine I will imply with diabetics in your area sure there are someone who is there not only for your diabetes ....

And it is not that this continuously disgusted with diabetes, in fact so many years ago it is already as normal, to puncture, look at the sugar and even think about it.It is more when taking stock of these 15 years comparing them with the other 20 and the truth is that there is no color.

I don't remember my life before diabetes, .... I still ...More or less than at age 20, in full apogee :( :( don't take me badly, it is an expression, we are all the same very tired of the routine that the disease implies, which I mean that how muchMore on top of the disease worse, you have to find the balance, ... and of course it is not easy, I am ...
Courage Xavi and fight you can continue: D: D: D

To me in 82 or 83 I bought me, well they bought (thanks to my parents who saved) the reflorux I think it cost about 30000 pts or 35000 if it carries the autoclix (prick) the puncture was from another brand that was something cheaper,The strips had to prescribe the doctor and then go to the medical inspector to seal the recipe, it took 1 minute to clean the piece of drop of blood that had to throw and another minute or 2 more if you were high in being able to read the colorof the strip.

The exact date is not toldI only measure the glucosurias that were the strips that entered through the SS and droppers ... at the end of the 85 thanks to the wonderful parents I have and assuming a great effort, they bought my first meter, of Ames, tennis to pour a immense dropletIn the strip, dry it and wait for 1 minute or more to the result !!! that yes, only 2 glycemia a day !!!!: Mrgreen :: Mrgreen :,

That I thought they would have left before, I thought minimum in the 70-75, because they took.Like when I appeared 15 years ago there were meters exactly the same as those of now, I imagined that the evolution had been gradual.

Yes, I went in the group of smaller boys and adventurers in the area, we took the train and we were going without planning where it would take us, to another country or wherever it went, we turned into autoestop or slept on the beach without resting, we didparagliding, diving, Puenting ... always living to the limit, also always with the most beautiful girls by our side.Pass that, to a routine and boring life only with the geek friends of the University of Engineering, with hardly any girls or anything.

Xavi, yours is not a diabetes problem but of girls.Martrricúlate in Children's Magisterium in the afternoon that is the complicated thing in engineering.;-)

What I thought they would have left before, I thought minimum in the 70-75, because they took.Like when I appeared 15 years ago there were meters exactly the same as those of now, I imagined that the evolution had been gradual.

Xavi, if they are taking out things, for example in the US, the continuous markers are part of the treatment of many patients, here we go a few years behind, and I continue with my theory that there will be no cure, but in not many years we will see the artificial pancreas, you'll see; ((

Yes, I went in the group of smaller boys and adventurers in the area, we took the train and we were going without planning where it would take us, to another country or wherever it went, we turned into autoestop or slept on the beach withoutRest, we made paragliding, diving, bridge ... always living to the limit, also always with the most beautiful girls by our side.Pass that, to a routine and boring life only with the geek friends of the University of Engineering, with hardly any girls or anything.

If you like risk sports, why don't you keep practicing them?I think that, except diving (and there is a boy from the forum that makes) we have allowed everything ... I have done: climbing, rappelling, baranquismo, mountain, ski, to skiing I started with 9 years and mountain sports with mountain with14, I was going with a mountain group without a doctor or anything.Surely with 30 and peak it is safer :)

Why can't we dive?
all the best

I have not dived, but I imagine that it is because of the difficulty of correcting a hypo under water;) In addition, I believe that the symptoms of despressurization and hypos are similar.On the other hand, if we have capillary problems, diving can accentuate those complications.Anyway, as always that people are forbidden to do it more to do so and there are several diving clubs for diabetics around the world ... if we can do everything !!!!: D