@Fer said:
Hi @Mariomn
Thanks for sharing how you really feel.It is very brave to open like this and surely many of us are reflected in what you tell.
The first: you are not alone.All, absolutely all, have gone through gusts like the one you are living.That feeling of doing everything "well" and that still blood glucose does what he wants is the most frustrating.And yes, seeing only perfect graphics here can sometimes make us feel even more alone in the fight.
It seems very positive to identify that the days with sport everything is better.That is already an important clue.Sometimes, even accumulated stress (even if "background") can alter insulin sensitivity, and if it has been a busy era ... Well, you already have the cocktail.
As for how long a bad streak lasts ... it depends, but the important thing is not to blame.I have had bad seasons that have lasted months, and in which I felt that my body had changed without warning.What helped me was to stop, review calmly (many times with the help of the educator in diabetes or the endocrine) and readjust everything without fear of breaking with the above: ratios, units, schedules, even types of insulin.It also helped me a lot to share my frustrations here, as you have done.Because reading real answers, like this, reminds you that being a "disaster" from time to time ... is also part of living with diabetes.
Much encouragement.This is temporary and you will overcome it, as you have overcome others.And if you need to talk more, here we are.
A strong hug.
Thanks Fer, reading your words really is comforting.
Beyond feeling guilty about having these graphics, I am worried because I don't want to worsen my health.It is true that I am 24 years old and all my life ahead, so it would be strange to have to end up amputating some phalanx or ending serious vision problems, but ..... until when?At what age will I have to worry when so many months with such high blood glucose?And how many months will the maximum, 3, 4, 5?
I have an appointment with my diabetes educator shortly and I will clearly ask her all this and more, but sometimes I feel that no matter how much they know about the subject, not suffering diabetes, the answers they give me are theoretical, and not practical, which in the end is what interests me.
In theory if you smoke, you are more likely to cancer, but in practice, we know many smokers who die without having a cancer and having smoked as convicted.
Again, I just walk to me, the truth that your answer has given me a break and you don't know how much I thank it, because Joe, how difficult this diabetes becomes even if you carry everything under control.And that I have only been diabetic for 2 years !!!
We are a great community and I'm glad to have you.In the same way, count on me ❤️
DM1 desde los 22 años. Sin antecedentes familiares ni DM2 previa. Vaya, que dios se aburrió un día y decidió meterse conmigo.
(2000/11/20)